Monday, May 18, 2009

dear pratt.

dear pratt,

when you turn 45 and get married...remember what i'm about to tell you. or maybe you should use this when you're 40 and looking (for the first time) for the right girl.

the other night, your daddy and i were in the bed. we were just laying really close together talking. i was asking "girl questions". i love these. i know your daddy hates them. but i love them. (you'll understand one day what these are. things like, "tell me your favorite thing about me." etc.)

i asked dad if he ever wondered about being married to me. if he ever wished he were married to someone different. he said, "no, of course not."

and then he went on to say, "i think that pratt is proof that me and you are supposed to be together. that we were meant for each other."

i kept repeating his exact words over and over again in my head. i didn't want to ruin the moment and grab a pen and piece of paper from the nightstand...so i just kept saying it over and over and over again. hoping that i wouldn't forget.

it was perfect. exactly why i was asking those silly "girl questions" in the first place.

as you get older, and you get mad at us. for not letting you take the car out at night. or not letting you have a cell phone when you're 10. please remember that we love you.

and that we are always doing the best we can. i can promise you that. i can promise that we will always try to do what's right for you.

we may fail.

no...we will fail.

but we will always make every single decision about you..concerning you...with love. lots and lots of love.

xoxo, mom.

1 comment:

Jamie said...

I'm so glad I'm not the only one that asks those questions!!! :-D

you know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams. - dr. seuss

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i'm a girl who likes to write. not a girl that's necessarily good at writing. it's cathartic, i think. and boy do i need that from time to time. i married a wonderful man named clint in may of 2007. he is everything i am not. he is calm. he makes plans. he is organized. his truck is always clean. his clothes are hung by types of shirt/color/size/etc. i'm full of nervous energy. i'm spur of the moment. i can't ever find what i'm looking for. we live in my car...pretty much. i'm lucky if my clothes are within ten feet of my closet. God gave us a precious angel of a baby in september of 2008. his name is pratt allen. he is 2.5 years old.we have another little one on the way. his name is max wesley. and he is due may 19th. somehow i'll be the mother of two boys. craaaaa.zy. i spend my days cleaning house. picking worms and caterpillars out of the flower beds. cooking meals. shopping at target. washing clothes. playing on the floor. reading books. doing puzzles. traveling to sonic. and the library. and blogging. i hope you enjoy our blog. feel free to leave a comment. hopefully it's a nice one. i tend to wear my heart on my sleeve.