Friday, May 8, 2009

dear pratt.

dear pratt,

mothers day is in a two days. you don't understand the meaning of it yet, but someday you will. it's for moms. it's a day to honor moms all around the world. (or maybe united states. i'm not sure. but it should be universal if it's not already).

i'm sure that as you grow up, you'll ask the same question to me that i asked of my mother, "why do moms have a certain day? and why can't kids have their own day?"

it wasn't until recently that i really understood it...but as my mom told me many times, "every single day is kids day." i've realized this because of you. you are so blessed with so many who love you. your grandparents rarely ever come and see us without bringing something for you. with no special occasion at all. except that they get to see your smiling face.

while technically this is my second mothers day...i count it as my first.

i was talking to your daddy the other night. we were discussing mothers day. i told him that the only thing i wanted was a note. a note from him. handwritten. this is my love language. words. letters. thoughts. there is nothing more romantic than a man who can write. music. lyrics. notes. whatever. remember this. it will help you with the girls as you get older. like, 30...older. or maybe even 45. or maybe even after i die, older.

anyway, i started really thinking about what being a mommy means to me.

and ironically, it's not about me at all.

it's about your daddy. and you. and yoda and ace. it's about our days together. and when we all three snuggle in the bed. in the middle of that big bed. it's about our trips to target. and the river market. it's about simple times like being on the floor. playing with patty the penguin. and soft bear. it's about all of us sitting at the dinner table. laughing. giggling. hearing you attempt words like "cat" or "daddy".

being a mommy is only special because i have someone to be a mommy to.

i love you baby boy. i am so proud to be your mommy.

we love you.

4 comments:

Chris & Whitney said...

i want you to know that you're the one who inspired me to write letters to my girls on the blog. for later. i hope that they'll cherish them. save them. maybe in a box ;)

and i want you to know that i think you're a great mom. really. pratt is one blessed baby boy.

and i love it that pratt and blakely weigh the same...when you're a baby girl it's cool to weigh the same as a boy. not so much when you're a grown-up! hope week 3 has been great!

Allison Winningham said...

That picture of you and Pratt is my favorite picture on earth. Happy Mother's Day, Hannah. You are wonderful.

emily and adrian said...

This picture makes me cry.

Tinsley Family said...

i agree, sweetest picture ever!!!
happy mother's day to one of the sweetest mommies ever.

nursing school... i would love to- you know i fell in love with nurses when i had mary claire because i was such a crazy problem patient. Katie was her name- so sweet to me when I was praying for her to put me out of my misery ;)
she just in her tender sweet way never left, never made me feel like she wanted to-i would love to be a nurse like that, a friend like that, a mom like that.

you know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams. - dr. seuss

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i'm a girl who likes to write. not a girl that's necessarily good at writing. it's cathartic, i think. and boy do i need that from time to time. i married a wonderful man named clint in may of 2007. he is everything i am not. he is calm. he makes plans. he is organized. his truck is always clean. his clothes are hung by types of shirt/color/size/etc. i'm full of nervous energy. i'm spur of the moment. i can't ever find what i'm looking for. we live in my car...pretty much. i'm lucky if my clothes are within ten feet of my closet. God gave us a precious angel of a baby in september of 2008. his name is pratt allen. he is 2.5 years old.we have another little one on the way. his name is max wesley. and he is due may 19th. somehow i'll be the mother of two boys. craaaaa.zy. i spend my days cleaning house. picking worms and caterpillars out of the flower beds. cooking meals. shopping at target. washing clothes. playing on the floor. reading books. doing puzzles. traveling to sonic. and the library. and blogging. i hope you enjoy our blog. feel free to leave a comment. hopefully it's a nice one. i tend to wear my heart on my sleeve.