Saturday, April 14, 2012

finally.

i've been out of commission lately.  our internet card for the computer died and well, it just isn't the same on an ipad or my phone.  so i've been lonely.  and inside my head.  and i've had so many things to write about, but haven't been able to.

several nights, i snuck downstairs around 1 am, and tried to pull up word.  type there.  it wasn't the same.  it kept trying to make my words capital ones.  and i just couldn't take it.  i even went to writing in a journal.  but my wrist hurt.  so i realized i needed to get a new card.  so i did.  and i'm back.  and i already feel so much better.

not much has changed around here.  max has two teeth and has two more coming in.  pratt still loves all things boy and still loves finding me first thing in the morning so i can hold him.  this will never get old.  never, ever.

clint is good.  he bought property for a new office.  and this morning we took a saturday morning drive for donuts and to drive by the future office.  :)  i love this.  because i know he is so proud.  and that makes me so happy.  i remember first meeting him in college.  i never dreamed he would be my husband.  i never dreamed we would have two beautiful babies.  that he would be a dentist.  and that i would be a mom.  and that he would love me more than he loves anything else in this world.

i'm really good.  today is day 75 of my p90x workout.  i cannot believe i've made it this far.  i'm so proud of myself.  and i can't remember ever saying that about myself.  i've dropped 2 sizes.  i've lost more than 12 inches.  i'm in clothes from my honeymoon.  it's crazy town.  i've come to the realization that all you need is a little hard work.  and that it really does pay off.

in 75 days i've realized that my body is MY body.  and that the way God intended me to look is not how He intended heidi klum to look.  but just me.  hannah.  and i wish i could go back to that self conscious girl in high school and tell her so many things.  i'll save them for liza.  and i'll never let her be in the dark place i've been.

my high for today was looking in my backseat and seeing my two boys happy.  driving down our driveway.  and seeing them look at each other.  and smile.  i'm so very blessed.

here is pratt easter morning.  i think it's my favorite picture ever.  ever, ever, ever.  clara made him the bowtie.  because clara can do anything.  make anything.  we love her.  and pratt loves his bowtie.

5 comments:

spencer said...

I'm so proud of you...love you

dannis678 said...

New office land! So exciting!!!

You are so awesome miss honeymoon clothes!! So jeal.

Glad you got the card, was missing your stories:)

Laura said...

I've missed your blogs.

I'm in a blog-funk, maybe you'll inspire me to write more. And speaking of inspiring - I need you to shoot down the excuses I give myself about not doing P90x. When do you do it? Will you tell me how to make it work, because I want to lose 2 sizes and 12 inches (how did you even have that to lose???) Seriously. Tell me how.

And congrats to Clint on the offices - super exciting.

I'm so glad you're happy - you should be!

Adventures of Three Harts said...

Go Hannah! That is so awesome! So many things to celebrate in your life, so happy that they have all come to you, friend! Your hard work has paid off :)

Anonymous said...

I have the same questions-- when do you do the workout and did you go from doing nothing to p90x? I'm at the doing nothing stage so I wonder if p90x would be too hard to start with? Thanks!

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