Tuesday, September 4, 2012

dear pratt.

dear pratt,

today you started preschool.  jolly time preschool.

you were so excited this morning.  you had waffles with fresh peaches.  a cup of milk.  and a peanut butter and jelly sandwich.

you brushed your own teeth.  and max's too.

you even took several pictures for me.  and smiled the entire time.

cookie and pop pop have always told me that in their eyes, i was/am perfect.  i've never understood this.

maybe because i find so many flaws when i look in the mirror.  or when i lay my head down at night.  i don't know.  i just know i'm not perfect.  and i never believed them when they said they loved me just the way i was.

i know now what they meant.  you, my child, are perfect to me.

i was so proud to walk you through those church doors this morning.  so proud of the little/big boy you have become.  we visited about slugs on the way to school.  we talked about how we should act at school.

be kind.  be courteous.  listen closely when others are talking.  keep our hands and feet to ourselves.  share.  love.  and most importantly, do unto others as we want them to do to us.  

of course, you quickly informed me that that last part was easier to understand if i just said, "be kind".  ha.  you're right.  be kind.  it sums it all up.




anyway, i'm proud of you.  i wouldn't change a single thing about you.  i wouldn't take back a single day.  or moment.

i just wish time would slow down.

remember that you're never alone.  as evidenced in this picture.  something....someOne much bigger is looking out for you.

xoxo, mommy.

4 comments:

RachB said...

Tears galore. So proud of you sweet momma! Love you ever so much

Cookie said...

Sitting here in Albany airport waiting on flight home and am crying my eyes out. Your words ring so true and I still believe that you, spencer and your offspring are and always will be perfect in my eyes. You and Clint are wonderful parents and those boys are very lucky.

Adventures of Three Harts said...

Oh man! He is just precious, just like his Mama.

spencer said...

I'm crying my eyes out...love you so so much

you know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams. - dr. seuss

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i'm a girl who likes to write. not a girl that's necessarily good at writing. it's cathartic, i think. and boy do i need that from time to time. i married a wonderful man named clint in may of 2007. he is everything i am not. he is calm. he makes plans. he is organized. his truck is always clean. his clothes are hung by types of shirt/color/size/etc. i'm full of nervous energy. i'm spur of the moment. i can't ever find what i'm looking for. we live in my car...pretty much. i'm lucky if my clothes are within ten feet of my closet. God gave us a precious angel of a baby in september of 2008. his name is pratt allen. he is 2.5 years old.we have another little one on the way. his name is max wesley. and he is due may 19th. somehow i'll be the mother of two boys. craaaaa.zy. i spend my days cleaning house. picking worms and caterpillars out of the flower beds. cooking meals. shopping at target. washing clothes. playing on the floor. reading books. doing puzzles. traveling to sonic. and the library. and blogging. i hope you enjoy our blog. feel free to leave a comment. hopefully it's a nice one. i tend to wear my heart on my sleeve.